Choice is the word when you have more than 2 ways to choose, then choices happen... Choices, maybe includes A,B,c or 1,2,3 or something like that... If you were a choice, one good thing is you have chances to be chose...another good thing is you're in their eyes, they still think you are qualified... but if you were not??? If you were the one who lays against the wall, watching them to other people, one by one... If you were the one they ran to when they have no choice... Is it worse than being a choice??? I don't know what to call 'this'... All I know is it really hurts... Being here for them, but they didn't really look at you... They only see you when they have no place to go, no choice to choose...